Screw you Mastoid gland!!!

So as a few people know, i have been having problems with my hearing lately. A few weeks ago i had a serious infection in my left ear.
I went back to the doctors today after being in pain for a while and have just found out that my right ear has got an infection now and that my mastoid gland is swollen. And that i might need surgery if it does not clear up in a week, which would mean no going to Germany in 2 weeks.
I am currently on Anti-biotics and still in a pain.
Because of this fucking ear infection, i had to drop out of going to see Tegan and Sarain Dublin who are awesome... :( i hate being sick!!

And Now cause of this ear thing i'm not sure if Jules can get over to do the vlog as my parents are being unreasonable, i have an infection i'm not dying >_< Asses.

So fingers crossed, i am owed this dammit, i have had a shite day i need some good news!!!!!!! *Shakes fists*

A very pissed off
Jadey

Regarding Robin Hood

After listening to the intro from Robin Hood, it has *just* occured to me that a certain song from the late 90's stole it.

This is the Robin Hood song, which was an excellent song, and i know the words and constanly sing along to most Disney Films.
Robin Hood Title

Stealing Bastards

Yes, i am of course referring to that awful hamster Dance song. >_< Yes we have quite possibly all heard it, and were tortured with it in the late 90's, well i know i was. My brother had the single, which i am almost certain he will deny now, but i am sure it is still around somewhere.

So if you are reading this hamster man, i am on to you!!!! I know your game, and i can assure you it is NOT on!!!!!!!!


Jadey
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Disney and Arts day

The First Vlog for J&J is uploading now as we speak, i am the only one in there for the first one, as Jules didn't show ¬_¬
So i am sat talking for 20minutes hurrah.
It should be better next week, and hopefully then i will have the sound sorted out. So fingers crossed.

I made some brownies on saturday and they must have been good, cause there's none left now and it's only sunday... so my culinary skills show no bounds.. hahaha

I watched Beauty and The Beast for the first time in years and i absolutely LOVE that film. Behind The Little Mermaid, it is my favourite Disney film, my top 5 would be
1. The Little Mermaid
2. Beauty and The Beast
3. Enchanted
4. Peter Pan / Robin Hood
5. Basil The Great Mouse Detective

I love all of them, Enchanted i saw in November with my mom, and i loved it, It is possibly the best new Disney film i have seen in years.

So i organised this thing at school called Arts Day, which i have been organising it since September, and it went off on Friday without a hitch. Everyone was surprised that i organised it with no faults. I have to say, i was slightly offended that people thought i would fuck it up.

I have also spent most of my weekend catching up on We're Getting Nowhere, so yay.

Ok that is all

Jadey
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J&J Forums

I have FINALLY got around to setting up a website and forum, the website is still in the making, so please visit the forums and whore the link around the internets :D

J&J Forums
So please sign up, post and what not and have fun. I will update when the vlog is up

Jadey
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No more novocaine for a month

Hurrah!!!!
So as the title suggests no more novocaine for a month, which is excellent, i have one more Dental appointment, and then thats me finished, i had my front 2 teeth done today, and i have one of my back teeth done on tuesday.
So yeah tuesdays ones, i was in a bad mood all evening i couldn't do much and was in alot of pain, he said that was an easy one and that the front teeth would be harder.

So as you can imagine i was really scared about going in today, i was like god if if as upset tuesday i'm going to be awful this evening.

So i went in he took an x-ray, and then in with the inject, which btw i have to say is the worst feeling in the world, i thought it was going to come out my nose, the needle i mean. i could feel my eyes brewing with tears.

So i got up, because usually when he gives you the injection you go sit in the waiting room while it kicks in. I have never had novocaine in my upper lip before so i didn't think it would be much different.

Yeah, no i was wrong, it started working about 20 seconds in and he got a head rush and sat back down and then he was like just sit back and raise your hand if it hurts.

I was there for half an hour, it took no time at all, i couldn't believe it, it was soo quick.

But my god am i paying for it now, my mouth feels like it could just keel over and die.. it is sooo sore :(

oh well

So Saturday, yes saturday, i'm hopefully going to be starting my vlog, so watch this space, i will keep all erm how many people actually ready this?, well i will keep you posted (",)

Jadey
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Ohhh and it's valentines day, so yeah happy valentines day^_^ <3

Doc's appointment

Ok i thought i should let y'all know.
Well, i went to the doctors today, as i have been having trouble with my hearing for about a year, but it finally came to a head last week, this past week in particular.
i have had nosebleeds, dizzy-ness, nausea, headaches, ear bleeding, piercing sounds in my ear, and of course unable to hear properly.
So mom booked the doctors appointment for today.
so i got to the doctors, and it''s not my usual doctor, but she was awesome all the same.
She was surprised i had lasted this long without these problems. what i thought to be a wax build up or minor infection turned out to be pretty worse.
She said my left ear has a serious infection and is very inflamed, the right has a serious infection and is inflamed but its not as bad as the left.
THEN she says that i have a pretty serious problem with my sinuses and that my throat has a nasty infection.
So at this point i was like oh great, and on top of all this, i fainted right on the spot. It was mainly cause of the pain of the headache that i had.

So i am now on several medications and a proper nazel spray, which is one that takes a while to work.
And after this month of medication, i then have to go to the Hospital in Dublin, to check on this infection and have it seen to properly, which un nerves me to what that means, then i have to have a proper hearing test as well.

I asked her what caused it and she said she doesn't know it could be any number of things.

So that was my day >_<

and i am still in pain, and my hearing is still shit, and i have no energy and the nausea, dizziness and headaches are, if possible, worse.

Jadey
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Hearing is hard when you only have one functioning ear

So, i thought i would give a quick update of my last 24 hours.
So yesterday started ok, i was up talking to Denise at like 5am, then i finally went to sleep. I awoke a few hours later and had the worst pain in my ear, it was that bad i couldn't stand without getting dizzy, which is not good i suppose.

So i didn't do much yesterday i lazed around in my jeans and my dressing gown and watched a bit of Firefly (Which i seriously recommend watching, Denise got me into it, so i am borrowing the series off my friend James, as i bought Serenity the movie, which is after Firefly and was told not to watch it until i have seen firefly) then i didn't do much, i had to keep lying down because of the dizzy-ness and headaches.

So roll on a few hours, Its about 10pm and James rings my phone and is like, yeah i'm coming over to your house i'll be out there in 2 minutes. So i was like erm ok. i hung up and was like oh shit my rooms a mess , oh shit i have to tell mom that he's on his way over, so i brushed my teeth and found a reasonable top, and then James and his friend John pulled up outside.
Now usually my dogs hate vistors, but they didn't bark or attack James at all, i was really really surprised, they seemed to love him.
So we hung out for a bit, we talked about firefly and how James is meant to be Wash, and i sent him songs from my computer. Then we messed around and watched tv. I think my mother loves him even more, as he always has an answer to any question, ok they may be sarcastic but most of the time they are pretty funny.

So James left about half 12 as he is going to Smashing pumpkins Today, and had to get home before his parents figure out he's not there.
So about half an hour after James left i felt awful, i was talking to people online, and my nose started to bleed, it bled until about 5am when i finally went to bed. My ear, The left one, the one i am having trouble with bleed also, which sucked.

So i didn't get much sleep cause of this, and i felt awful when i woke up this morning, i looked awful and the pain is the worst feeling ever. So mom is going to ring the Doctors tomorrow to see if she can get me an appointment.
And on top of all that i was going to go to Dublin on thursday to see Shelly and watch Sweeny Todd but i can't go cause i have the Dentist :( Boo Hiss

oh and I was txting Jules earlier as she is away to the Ghaeltach today and wont be back till friday, which sucks, cause a lot of my friends are all going.
Oh well. At least i finially get my ear sorted tomorrow i hope, after nearly a year of problems with it. So Fingers crossed ^_^


Jadey
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Ok throw her in the self pity hole

Ok that was weird it just fucked up and posted this and i hadn't even written anything >_<

First off i would like to say how extremely annoyed i am right now. First off, i have the next week off which is great, whats not so great is i have 2 dentist appointments, and its valentines day soon >.>

What's worse? yeah no Jules is gona be away along with a lot of other people, so i have no one to hang out with over this break so it looks like im gona spend another holiday at home by myself with the computer. fun ¬_¬ Plus i have work to do so thats even worse >_<

I also have a doctors appointment about my hearing as its getting progressivly worse, i woke up the other morning possibly thursday and my ear was bleeding so thats seriously not good. its incredibly painful i can't listen to music with headphones and i can't answer the phone with that ear, so yeah not good.

On top of all that i have feeling kinda down the past few days, possibly cause of the whole hearing thing, but mainly cause i have been getting ignored alot, and snide comments, and i'm alot better than i was i mean i don't things that personally anymore, but it really really bugs me when i say i like something, and then someone just turns around and says yeah "thats been done before", or "thats shite, why do you watch that?" as if theyre trying to force their own opinions on you, and i respect peoples opinions but please don't force them on me, its extremely annoying and i get very irritable when people do it. It's like i don't do it to you so why piss me off and do it to me?
I don't tell you that whatever band is crap, i may think it i may even say it but i certainly don't judge you if you do like them.

bah it gets on my nerves.

Plus i was going to go to a Smashing Pumpkins concert, but in the end i couldn't afford it, as i am saving for Austria, so the person i was going up with is now going by themselves, which i felt bad enough about already, but now said person is trying to get me to go up to Belfast, and i cant afford the bus ticket, and i am NOT spending 3 fucking hours in Belfast by myself while they go to a concert. Not a chance.

There's many other things that are pissing me off right now, but my head hurts atm so i'm not gona post them.

Anyways, i need to go and get stuff to put in my ear as it is really really painful.

Jadey
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The Narrow Escape

Hehehe, So that sounds like a novel or something ¬_¬

Right so i had a very interesting day today, and it was really good andi haven't stopped smiling all day^^

So i got up late as per usual and got to school as normal. It's Ash Wednesday, and being at a Catholic All Girl School, we do like every Catholic does on Ash Wednesday, get the priest to put like cigarette ash on your forehead, so you can walk around with it on all day looking like a twat.

Now i'm not exactly the religious type, i was on about converting to Judaism just today. Now I won't get into my whole religious beliefs as its irrelavant and it's my own personnal business and i do not care to disclose that info onto anyone:P

Anyways, so we were going down to Mass (I got out of irish oh yes!) and There was Jules Shaunna Maria and I in this row (it wasn't full) and we were right at the back, naturally Jules spent the whole time making me giggle, whenever we went to get the ashes put on, when we went to sit back down the teacher directed us to the row behind, so we had manage to move back a row, and this time we were sat on the end. So whenever we went up for communion we were again directed to the wrong seats, so Jules and i sat down, and she goes
"It's like musical chairs, cept, the music is shite"
"Jules the music is shit when playing musical chairs"
So we were giggling about that for a while. When we finally left, we had a study so i got to learn my Chemistry as i had a test coming up.
So skip on the next class ans break and its the Chemistry test, i think i did ok, Ms F kept looking strangly at the page and i think she was mouthing swear words at it at one point, i think she saw me looking cause she smiled and put her head back down again hehehe.
Erm i had study then, hehehe, oh yes, Shaunna and i had a piece of paper, we completely destroyed it,it was in like a hundred pieces when we were finished hehehe.

Art Erm oh yeah Art History, that was ok, we did da Vinchi, it's quite strange as i have seen most of his work and didn't even realise..:P

Maths, ohh we got our results, i failed again, i haven't passed one test in this class, but the best thing? A few people got put on Academic Report, i didn't she just said, "I know you can do this stuff, you just have to study more" I was very happy, even though i failed hehehehe.

Religion was fun, Jules and i Talked again, like every religion class.
English was boring as per usual.

Hmm ok so i got to drive home which was awesome. I Love driving. And the package i sent to Denise had arrived,hurrah!!!!!


ok so yeah that i think was it:P

Jadey
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Oh and the title is cause i missed out on getting put on academic report hurrah.

That stuff that falls from the sky...... Airplanes... No no, the other stuff

It is absolutely FREEZING here, i am wrapped in several layers right now as i am that cold.
So these past 2 weeks *inhales deeply* So much has gone on it is ridiculous.
So Last week *thinks* hmmm i cant really remember much up until like thursday, mainly cause i don't think much happened, thursday i wasn't online i don't think, which is pretty huge for me as you know i live online ¬_¬
anyways, i went on on friday, and Denise is on, and i can't remeber how we came about it, (Pretty sure she linked me to the blog) but anyways, she had a panic attack on thrusday evening, typical, the one day i don't go on, my luck is shit, wellnot like i could have done much but i felt a little guilty.
So Saturday, hmmm i don't really remember the weekend much, i don't think i did anything.
Ok So monday, monday was a REALLY shit day. I got home from school and went online erm i duno what time it was exactly but i saw Denise's status and i got really worried, and i was like "Please msg me whenever you get this im really worried" or something along those lines, so she hadnt left yet, but she said she had to go to the ER cause the panic attack hadn't gone away, so i asked her to keep me updated and msg me when she got home cause i was really worried.
So it got to about 12/1 and i had a test the next day so i decided to get some sleep thinking oh she will be online tomorrow.

So tuesday, nothing happened at school i don't think, went online, and saw i had a email from Denises phone, this was obviously from last night after i had gone to bed, then i saw i had once from Corey, entitled Denise. So i was getting worried at this point, as Denise's status hadn't changed suggesting, she either forgot to change it or she was still in the ER. So i read it and Denise had been admitted and that she needed surgery. i re-read it like 6 times, before it properly sunk in, as you can imagine, i cried, and i don't really remember replying but i apperantly kept repeating myself, which i do when i get nervous, worried, upset, etc.
So that's when the pacing began, i paced up and down my room the whole night, mom came in at one point and asked what the hell i was doing, i muttered something like "......Denise.....gallbladder......Email....Concentration" mom slowly backed out of the room.
So Corey Kept me updated on Denise's Operation and how she was getting on etc.

So wednesday, i apparently moped around school and whined about how i missed D, and
how i duno what i would do without her, i'm pretty sure people were sick of me talking by the end of the day.
So i got home and i think it was Wednesday it may have been tuesday now that i think about it, but anyway, Denise's Friend added me on myspace (Is not naming as i don't know if i have permission to do so) and i was asking her how Denise got on and did her operation go ok and what not, so she was going to see Denise and agreed to pass on some things and what not.

Thursday, i felt a bit better as Denise had had the operation, she had sent me an email saying it had all gone ok and what not, but she was still in pain.
So i thought i would make her feel better by getting her some get well presents, i would say what they are but Denise is gona read this and i like a little surprise, as the one is really really cool. so i sent that off on thursday so i am hoping it will arrive soon *fingers crossed*
I got home anyway and Denise's friend (who we shall call D) was on msn, so i asked how Denise was and what not and when will she be going home, so i talked to D for a bit, mainly about how i was relieved that she was ok, and i think i have said this exact quote about hmmmm so many times to numerous amounts of people. "Yeah, Denise is just awesome, i duno what i would do without her" so yes. wait that could have been wednesday, oh i am so confused. as Denise got out on thursday as i was talking to her, which was great i was so surprised and sooo happy:D

Friday, erm i had the day off, it was bitterly cold, and it snowed there earlier, i made Denise a video and have been buggering around with my internet since. So currently im sat updating this talking to Denise and listening to music from Sweeny Todd which btw i still have not seen.

oh and the name of the title is because it has been snowing here since about 9pm and its kinda deep now. i went up on top of the infamous wall that i fell off a few months ago and cut my knee, and took pictures :D

ok i think that is it :D
Denise i'm so glad you're ok:D

<3
Jadey
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