Saturday, February 9, 2008

Ok throw her in the self pity hole

Ok that was weird it just fucked up and posted this and i hadn't even written anything >_<

First off i would like to say how extremely annoyed i am right now. First off, i have the next week off which is great, whats not so great is i have 2 dentist appointments, and its valentines day soon >.>

What's worse? yeah no Jules is gona be away along with a lot of other people, so i have no one to hang out with over this break so it looks like im gona spend another holiday at home by myself with the computer. fun ¬_¬ Plus i have work to do so thats even worse >_<

I also have a doctors appointment about my hearing as its getting progressivly worse, i woke up the other morning possibly thursday and my ear was bleeding so thats seriously not good. its incredibly painful i can't listen to music with headphones and i can't answer the phone with that ear, so yeah not good.

On top of all that i have feeling kinda down the past few days, possibly cause of the whole hearing thing, but mainly cause i have been getting ignored alot, and snide comments, and i'm alot better than i was i mean i don't things that personally anymore, but it really really bugs me when i say i like something, and then someone just turns around and says yeah "thats been done before", or "thats shite, why do you watch that?" as if theyre trying to force their own opinions on you, and i respect peoples opinions but please don't force them on me, its extremely annoying and i get very irritable when people do it. It's like i don't do it to you so why piss me off and do it to me?
I don't tell you that whatever band is crap, i may think it i may even say it but i certainly don't judge you if you do like them.

bah it gets on my nerves.

Plus i was going to go to a Smashing Pumpkins concert, but in the end i couldn't afford it, as i am saving for Austria, so the person i was going up with is now going by themselves, which i felt bad enough about already, but now said person is trying to get me to go up to Belfast, and i cant afford the bus ticket, and i am NOT spending 3 fucking hours in Belfast by myself while they go to a concert. Not a chance.

There's many other things that are pissing me off right now, but my head hurts atm so i'm not gona post them.

Anyways, i need to go and get stuff to put in my ear as it is really really painful.

Jadey
xx

1 comment:

Denise said...

Wow, we're both just rays of sunshine tonight, aren't we?

Sucks that you won't get to do the fun stuff over break, but look at the bright side. At least you'll get the doctor/dentist stuff taken care of. And more work = more money, which is always good.

Plus of course I'll be on the computer all week trying to do work, so you'll be able to harass me. <3