>_<

Today was of mixed feelings to be completely honest.
Good because I discovered my love of impressionism, I really do LOVE that period of Art History, its possibly my favourite so far.
Also Jules and I got invited to this Art class which is for Art Teachers and working artists, our Art Teacher thought it would be good for us to get some real life in our portfolios so he invited us to come and it should be fantastic :)
Both my phones died today. I think I am the only person who has 2 bloody phones and BOTH of them managed to die.
I REALLY am special.
After that I had work, turns out from now on it looks like I have alternating weeks, one week Friday one week Saturday, which tbh I don't mind. I mean It now means I can go home on a friday sometimes:) But I now have to work until 1:30am. Which is closing and I probably won't be home until 2am. So that sucks ass, but at least I get more money.

Pre's are quickly approaching, I feel like crying, no wait, crawling in a hole, burring myself and then crying.

Anyways, so my Dad, Adam, Shelly and Johnny are away at the Villa match and Sean is skiing, but he gets back this evening.
Yes I did fall asleep and forget to finish this blog.

When I got home last night mom and I watched some kids tv thing and the darts and had a meaningful discussion too^_^ I love nights like that.
Then Mom fell asleep on the floor and I watched darts and then Top Gun. ¬_¬ It also took me a while and had to look on imdb to figure out Val Kilmer was in it. Yes I was having a slow moment. >_< Gah. And he's my favorite Batman, I have no idea why my mind wasn't working.

I also think I upset someone last night so I sincerly apologise.
I also hope D is better, seriously D be careful, its January =0 <3

I have lost my trail of thought>_< Gah.
Oh yes, today while watching St.Elmos fire (Weird film btw, I might write about it later, we'll see.) I got really short of breath, and couldn't get air into my lungs properly. It was really strange, but its been like that now for the past few hours >_< All I can say is thank god for this inhaler. :) Mom says its probably a panic attack or something.

Currently watching Little Miss Sunshine right now with Mom. We have to go pick Séan up later and then maybe get food and watch a movie.

Anywho my mind has gone, so...
ttfn
Jadey