I feel like absolute shit.
Yesterday when I woke up I was so tired and I was pale, had a migraine and my hair looked like shit. I went to school anyway and it was relatively quiet, alot of running through exam timings and what not.
I couldn't wait to get home, as I had Friday off of work as I'm working Saturday this week. I got home and I got to talk to Amy, and I waited for D to come online as I hadn't spoken to her all week >_<
Anyways long story short, I was waiting for D to get things done and dad decides to turn the modem off. Which is ridiculous, I mean if you want me to do something ASK! Don't just turn off the modem and expect me not to be pissed about it. I'm not a bloody mind reader. How am I supposed to know if you want something done? Apparently I'm meant to ask every 5minutes "Is there anything I can do to help?"
I'm sorry but I have to do that shit at work and I refuse to do that at home. I have exams next week a portfolio due and College Application forms to fill in. I sit at my desk and my computer happens to be on and there. It DOESN'T mean I sit on there for hours doing nothing. I have books on my lap or I'm doing Art. And I talk to a few people while doing so. I will help out, all you have to do is ask me to do something and I will gladly do it.
ANYWAYS... I'm mainly pissed off not about that, I can deal with the asking if you want anything done-_- For now. But I was in the middle of a conversation with Amy, and I really think I have upset her, and this whole modem thing DID NOT help. And I won't get to talk to D now either, which is shit, fucking exams, and Denise is REALLY busy too.
Aghhh I cannot wait until college >_<
I'm really really sorry D. I hope things get better for you, I really really do <3
And I'm sorry Amy if you're reading this.
Anyways, I need to get my plasters on my fingers as I sliced my four fingers on my left hand last night off this metal thing and it hurts like hell. I'm slightly worried actually it did bleed alot and I really don't think that that is good.
Edit:
Great, they're still bleeding, Eugh it gives me the creeps. This should be fun at work this evening. >_<
ttfn
Jadey
Oh and also... My exams start on Tuesday. Fucked. I'm well and truely Fucked.
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